stress?

i am seriously stressing now

butttt... i do have something to look forward to. i finally mustered the courage to ask a girl i like to prom. even though i new that she wanted to go with me. so yay me! let me tell you, even though i pretty much knew she was going to say yes, i was SOOOOOOO nervous and when i was going to do it, my mind blanked and i felt like i was gonna colapse. and she said yes. and i probably said some stupid things afterwards, i think i said thanks, and she was, well anywho. i'm glad i did it.


yay me.

soo much to say

but i am just so f-ing tired.
i need a break
i'm screwed.

i don't know what to say...

here
so
i'll sing.

She scratches a letter into a wall made of stone
Maybe someday another child wont feel as alone as she does
Its been two years, and counting, since they put her in this place
Shes been diagnosed by some stupid fuck, and mommy agrees, yeah...
Whoa...yeah...hey yeah yeah...
Why go home...
Why go home...
Why go home...

She seems to be stronger, but what they want her to be is weak
She could play pretend, she could join the game, boy
She could be another clone...ooh...whoa...ah yeah...

Ooh...
Why go home?
Why go home?
Why go home?
Why go home?
What you taught me...put me here...dont come visit...mother...
Sting me...

Whoa...ooh...
Why go home?
Why go home?
Why go home?
Why go home?
What you taught me...put me here...dont come visit...mother, mother, yeah...
Why go home?
Why go home?
Why go home?
Why go home?
Why go home?
Why go home?
Why go home?
Whoa...

i am

such a douchebag
i don't know how my friends put up with me.

UCI

is pretty amazing
like, i can't wait

yay...

i'm such a nerd

i mean seriously
i find quantum mechanics interesting.

i'm SUCH a nerd.




and i just LOVE it.