i have been thinking...

and it seems to me that i have a hard time getting a grip on reality.
not that i am in some other world
i just have trouble staying with things

After my summer with drum corps, everything seems to be an illusion.
i don't believe they will happen until they do, and even then it will seem like it happened a really long time ago.
i never seem to know what day it is, as i never really need to on tour. (that is a story for another day)


this may sound bad, but i actually enjoy it.
it makes life much simpler, as i only need to live things in the moment, as cliche as that is, and the days go by faster.
its actually quite interesting

you should try it